Post by Lunabella on Apr 9, 2012 1:14:52 GMT -5
She wanted the truth. That's all she ever wanted. She wanted to know the truth behind a person's actions. Were they using her? Trying to hurt her? Can they truthfully be there and have her back through everything? She wanted to believe with all her heart that she could trust everyone she holds dear to her. Truth is, she knew better.
She had been hurt by to many people she trusted. The truth is something that is rarely found no matter what. Has she been lied to by those she trusted once again? Has she been manipulated? Can she possibly trust another? Truth is, she didn't know.
The only truths she came to know is her own opinions on herself. Truth is, she was heartless with far to many emotions. Truth is, she was solid on the surface but a wreck on the inside. Truth is, she couldn't handle it no matter how strong she looked. Truth is, she was confused and hurt and unable to accept the truth about herself.
Truth is she had no clue about herself and relied on others to tell her how she should be.
Does she need to lose weight?
Does she need to cut her hair?
Does she sing well?
Does she write well?
Does she pass her classed with high enough marks?
Does she act to whorish?
Does she act to conserved?
Does she act to stand offish?
Everything she tried to know about herself was others thoughts. But was it the truth? Will she ever find the truth she is looking for or will she be swallowed by the burning lies that began to surround her life?
She had been hurt by to many people she trusted. The truth is something that is rarely found no matter what. Has she been lied to by those she trusted once again? Has she been manipulated? Can she possibly trust another? Truth is, she didn't know.
The only truths she came to know is her own opinions on herself. Truth is, she was heartless with far to many emotions. Truth is, she was solid on the surface but a wreck on the inside. Truth is, she couldn't handle it no matter how strong she looked. Truth is, she was confused and hurt and unable to accept the truth about herself.
Truth is she had no clue about herself and relied on others to tell her how she should be.
Does she need to lose weight?
Does she need to cut her hair?
Does she sing well?
Does she write well?
Does she pass her classed with high enough marks?
Does she act to whorish?
Does she act to conserved?
Does she act to stand offish?
Everything she tried to know about herself was others thoughts. But was it the truth? Will she ever find the truth she is looking for or will she be swallowed by the burning lies that began to surround her life?