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Alone
Apr 4, 2013 19:30:12 GMT -5
Post by Lunabella on Apr 4, 2013 19:30:12 GMT -5
Often I feel very alone. I lived my life surrounded by people but never was I ever seen or appreciated. I finally make friends that truly care about me but yet I still feel alone. Its not every single day but it is often enough that when I am doing everything but begging for attention and you still don't talk to me, I just want to cry. I blame this all on him. I blame every feeling I have on him. if I never met him I would have never felt anything. I wouldn't feel all this guilt that I have been feeling the past few years. If I would have chosen him...
But it doesn't matter. He is gone now and it is all my fault. He is the only person I ever said "I am in love with you" to but he is gone. He is in a better place. Maybe if I chose him over my ex he would still be alive but I can't turn back the clocks. I can't ask him to return to me. I can never feel that way again.
I sit here alone in my room tears running down my face wishing someone would just talk to me. I don't care what we talk about just don't let me fall down... Don't let me be all alone again. Don't let me fell the need to break down. i know i can't ever be in a relationship but why can't I have a friend that can just see exactly what is wrong with me? Why can't I just have one person friend or otherwise to just hug me and let me cry and never let go. Never let me feel alone again. I just want to be held...
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Alone
Apr 8, 2013 19:56:37 GMT -5
Post by Jessa Knight on Apr 8, 2013 19:56:37 GMT -5
*hugs
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